I Am

I am a huge mess that only God can untangle
I wonder where this life will take me
I hear the music playing
I see the people laughing with me and at me
I want to be known for doing great things for this world

I pretend that words are just words
I feel a peace when the wind blows softly
I touch everything as if it could hurt me
I cry at how messed up the world has become
I am a huge mess that only God can untangle

I understand that my life isn't really mine
I say that there is one God and He is my God
I dream about finding someone who loves me for me
I try to be perfect even though it's impossible
I hope that I will be remembered
I am a huge mess that only God can untangle